You know what you want but getting it now is proving to be very difficult. You have tried to apply patience but the frustration and annoyance in waiting has got the better of you. Learning to think outside the box is suggested to help. For the most part it will generate new ideas, insights and a better perspective but getting what you want is not going to happen any quicker. The solution it seems is in your willingness to give. How that plays out has not been revealed but it definitely is the best approach for the time being.